well i got my welcome letter to high school - man this is a drag

i have no friends there new school new place ... man this sucks

i pray i make friends

dad came home drunk again last night
can god just make him go away

tonight i walked the streets of camden. i had no other reason except i craved someone to be with...

someone pulled up and i went on a date - it was only 15 minutes max but a date -

i made $15 but i came home and now feel empty

i want to change from this life - but cant seem to break away

empty in camden - Sharon

my Brother again is called to war
I know he believes in what he does

but

i am scared

glenn - you say to put my trust in God - but... thats so easy to say

trust God that my brother will kill someone - maybe and God will hold him and keep him

and make him okay

i need someone to chat with - someone to hold onto when my brother is gone...

and

my bf just ditched me ...

This past week my friends mom hung her self... its rough

WTF - we all feel so alone all the time - but to take the easy way out?

I dont understand but want to - my mom is so distant lately

its all about them - never me

is that wrong -

Will God - If God is there - will he ever just make me know they are real
and then just make it all ok

im lost
im scared
im tired of this game called life

think i need my church fix this week